Success...?

I have had 2 more attampts at separating the orgasm from the ejaculation.

Once was in the shower, as before, but this time some jism did escape...not a full load, but enough to see in my palm.  I consider this attempt a failure.  I attribute this to either unconsciously holding my breath, or simply not having strong enough pc muscles yet...I am up to 70 flexes each morning, but "experts" suggest 130.  Anyway, it did leave me feeling a little tired and depressed, but not as much as the way I feel after shooting a whole geyser.  One thing that I have noticed seems to  help with maintaining a feeling of vitality is jacking off in the morning.  Even when I blow a load, I am usually ok the rest of the day if I did it forst thing in the morning...just an observation.

The next attempt was another early morning.  I had just gotten up and was checking my computer to see what new porn it had downloaded for me in my sleep.  LOOK WHO WAS WAITING TO BE DISCOVERED!

This new starlet is Elaina Raye, and she has everything that I look for in wank fodder.  I almost never watch porn videos from start to finish without skipping around to the good parts (blowjobs, tit play, cum shots) but I wanted to view every frame of video that had ever captured this girl's image. I utilized some toys and started stroking, warning her aloud that she was gonna make me cum.   About 10 minutes later, as she was getting nailed in a classroom, I felt the point of no return speeding toward my cock.  I let go...but the orgasm had momentum...I felt the full blown rush of orgasm and new that my training had prepared me for this moment...I clenched my pc muscle hard, still being racked by orgasm...it was a second or two before I remembered to keep breathing and to keep my eyes open...still in the throws, I looked down at my cock expecting to see spurts of jizz...NOTHING!  I'd fucking done it!  Not only was that a full tilt orgasm, it was actually one for the record books, and  I hadn't spilled my load!  I should still be good to go!

I couldn't test this out, though, since I had to get to work.  Upon leaving the room, I did see a spot of wetness on my chair, but that could have been a remnant of lube.